calling for amira rostam!

i just got back from masoc meeting. n it took 3 freaking hours to finish discussing the CNY dinner thing! m exhausted as hell. like seriusly.
anyways, i cudnt sleep last night, but i managed to sleep at 3am, thank god! however, when i woke up ,it was already 10.30am. n the first thing i said to myself when i got up was ''shit i miss subuh and the morning class'' urghhh. screw the sleeping problem! =S

enough about me. this entry is supposed to be dedicated to my bestfren whose bday is today! ive said this for like countless times already, but i insist to say this again on your veryyy special day. hehe. I LOVE YOU GIRLFREN!=)

so as usual, we need pictures to reminisce our good old times before i get to the happy-bday-wish part right? apparently we dun really have a lot of decent pics together. i have a lot without tudungs. haha. how leh?!

my favourite pic of us, of all! hehe. u made this! n thats sweet! i promise ill keep this for life!

2nd fav pic. we look gorgeous, aint we? lol
p/s-i know what pino wud say if she ever read this, haha. (mask rider!! cis)

haha. i miss those crazy & stupid acts we did back then. dont you babe?

look, im doing you a favour, just to outshine you, i choose this pic. haha. look how hungry n greedy i was! i miss this particular moment, when we had the super P & C talk in the car. you do remember that right?

three words--> I MISS YOU! =(


so, here comes the main point of the entry.

whenever i need a shoulder to cry on, a friend to rely on, and whenever my world is gone, i know i wont be alone, cos no matter what, ull always be there! yknow, im really lucky to have you as my bestfren!!=)

so,
HAPPY BDAY AMIRA ROSTAM!

just stay the awesome you oke!
muahxxxx.

xxx,imeyk.

im alive for a reason

the busiest month ever, feb it is.

12th - CNY dinner
16th - fench writing test
18th - frank morton
25th - prject design individual report due
27th - manchester's games
one of the mondays - individual presentation (project design again)

shoot me now,pls.

oh dear life, u suck.

p/s - and so do u.

if not insanity

so, last weekend L came here, i assumed she came cos of my bday since she cudnt come on the day itself cos she's got her exams going on at that time. well it isnt really an assumption, its a fact. hehe. aint she the sweetest?!=S we cooked good & healthy food on saturday and went out on sunday. she bought this awesome topshop pump for my bday gift! hehe. i very much like it oke! =) thanks darling for coming and of cos for the gift!

oh yes the masoc committees bought a cake for me and we ate it after the meeting las week. hehe. again, thats sweet!=)

well i guess i shud really stop having this bday excitements. i bet evryone is getting sick of my hyping-up on bday celebrations. wel at lis i am.

anywaysss, this week has been quite a busy week for me. currently, i have like a verry longgg to do list and it takes me a week to get evrytg in the list done. sigh. my eating habit has gone haywired, so has my sleeping patern. the stomach gets upset every morning. i get easily tired when i walk fast, especially on one of the days when i woke up late, and had to walk super fast to get to the lecture on time. (lesson learnt-sleep early, wake up early n get to the lecture on time. as simple as that! haha) right, point is, my body stamina is really at its lowest point! so as a conclusion, me and my body, we totally dont understand each other. period.

i have nothing to wear for the CNY dinner which is like in a week time from now.
netball pracitce on sunday, really looking forward for it.

p/s-perhaps you don’t agree with me huh?

one today is worth two tomorows!=)

As you may/may not know, its my bday tday!=) wel i guess happy bday to myself! haha

this time around is the most awesome bday in uk ever!!=)the one that ill never ever forget. i promise!

the flatmates, steph n clarinda gave me an early bday celebration. it was supposed to be a suprise but hermm well id choose not to explain more on this bit. (haha kasi can kat mana). there were a loooot of food which then results in the shit-i-gain-weight-again stress. mana n naddy cook my all time fav food (bihun sup) n they made a cake too. just to make it less suspicious, they asked me to join baking the cake n told me that its for hanim (naddy's fren) whu's gonna come. she didnt anyway. (well i DID NOT buy the story! ha ha!=P). mana again bought chocs,junks,and ice cream, omg wei,ure so killing me! tell me, how can i not gain weight with those food right under my nose?!!!!!! heaven man!

so basically,what happend was,they didnt cook the bihun sup in our kitchen but instead they(mana n naddy) did it at syahrul's. according to mana, they cooked from like 10pm until 3am.. thats sooo sweet right?! i feel soooo touched of what they did. seriusly wei.


of all sacrifices/suprises/efforts that had been made for me for this yr's bday, what mana did was the most touching one, which really made me feel like crying but i didnt of cos. im a cool kyd,remember?haha. right,anyways, i suck at this whole thanking-ppl-and-expressing-how-touched-i-am thing. so u get the point right?

thanks a lot mana n i do (really3 do) appreciate evrything uve done weh. u really made my bday the best bday ever in uk! m soo glad we're frens. cliche right? but hey i mean it! its true that people tend to forget what you said, and they tend to forget what you did, but theyll never forget how you made them feel. point is,ill never forget this!


ok heres the best part! bday gifts presentation! hehehehhe!

this is like the worst bday gift ever! haha sorry ris. m being honest here. but well the thot of making me annoyed of these stupid emoticons is very much appreciated! haha! imagine the first thing in the morning when i woke up, i have to face this bunch of stupid emoticons! its a nightmare! haha. n the recording u made, thats sweet esp the geram tone inserted old mc donald song. hehe. thanks babe!=)

that nina ricci perfume ive always wanted to have is from my dearest bestfren, paqin. she posted it all the way from newcastle. thanks hunney! u knw i always love you,right?!! not only when u give me this perfume. all the time ok! hehe
that juicy couture perfume, another ive-always-wanted-to-have perfume is from my dearest good fren mana, she posted it all the way from her room. haha. thanks mana!! ive already said this for umpteen times but again for the last time YOU ARE AWESOME, GIRL!=)
n that i love PB(prison break!hahaha. kidding weh. its paul's boutique's) clutch/purse is from clarinda n steph! i din expect u guys wud even come for the bday suprise.but well u guys did n i feel loved! m glad to have you guys around! =)

next,
ok this thing is from the beloved family back in msia. what they did was, they ordered this thing from a gift shop in uk tru the internet, and then they delivered it to me yesterday.haha. u guys are cute ok!=) i knw this was your last resort but the thot of doing this,i swear its sweet! hehe

alright heres the best bday gift everrrrrrr:
aint this the coolest??!!! uber cool okay!! i swear this is the coolest thing ive ever got for my bday. haha. wait lemme think, yes this is the coolest one of all! trust me, ill keep myself updated on my weight status for like evry 2 hours!hahaha. oh i was too obsessed with this thing that i forget about the gift giver. haha. does such word even exist?well anyways, syhrul gave me this!omg ure incredibly awesome man!!!

ohh i had my dinner at adam's place, qied blanje! hehe. ure sweet, u know that?!!=) thanks babe! well, the conversation we had, keep it for life wei! LOL.

this good fren of mine made a special entry for me in her blog. again m touched. =)
-> http://najunajwa.blogspot.com/2010/01/nur-aimi-ishak.html
i dunno how the hell ppl make it to be click-able. but what the heck copy n paste isnt that troublesome right?!hehe

oh yes nuyerq's too. another special entry for me!! hers is privatised anyway.

last but not least, thanks for all the wishes, from texts, calls, skype to fb, i feel very much loved.=)

p/s- no p/s for this post cos u know pretty well y

sicken wth despair

ever heard of this saying ''things happen when you least expect them to happen''? well, this pretty much explains my situation right now, things i expect to happen unfortunately is not gonna happen. i was hyped up for nothing. n dear friend,thats entirely my fault, not yours. n for the record, the thot that counts, cliche but true, i do appreciate those thots of yours. so dont feel sorry or guilty or whatever ure feeling now cos i dont blame you! hehe =)

did i say i wanted to rock simulink after i finished with the previous post, well guess what, i DID NOT. so wtv i said just now was merely a plain empty talk. haha. screw me.

p/s-i guess it ends here huh?

woebegone

so heres the thing, that simulink thing is really turning my hair grey. 20% to go, thats long wayyy to go but the due date is tomorow. yes believe it or not,its tmrw. haha like anyone cares. so what have i been doing this whole day u ask? well let see, i finished my class at 1pm since its wed, i went straight home ( well, i lied, i dropped by at the omco to buy SNACKS->this thing dropping-by-omco-buying-snacks-when-i-was-on-my-way-back-home has been my routine lately! trust me,if this thing continues for another 1 month, my kidney is soo going to explode. imagine that!). right, back to the main point, then i watched nodame, i did half-spring cleaning cos i cant stand the scattered hair on the floor already. n now m multitasking (skyping with the very much missed parents and babling here,not literally of cos). so u get the picture now, n m done explaining. lets rock the simulink! yeah thats the spirit i want. blerghhhh.

p/s-i wish,i pray,i hope that IT is going to happen. but right now,at this very moment its impossible.

make the simple complicated or make the complicated simple?

its sunday,the supposed to be relaxing day for me,but not anymore. the simulink assignment is driving me crazy. well,i do admit i deserve a serve-you-right-slap right on my face, (haha plis dont slap me) anywayy,i've been assigned to do this assignment since like 1.5 month ago?now is like what, less than a week to the submission due date? and i just started to attempt the first few parts of it. so tell me how is that not driving me crazy?

well yesterday i went to the AGM of the malaysian society(masoc) for the elections for the new commitees, i was nominated for the treasurer (well basically its not really nominated,i wanted to run for the post,so mana nominated me). n i won the vote. how awesome is that? heee.

mana naddy liz n the others were out yesterday, i was supposed to go, but i dint join them. y?cos of that stupid simulink assgment! i was stucked in my room wei while they were out eating sushi and watching movie.=( tell me how can i not be jealous of them?!

i now pronounce that this sem is the worst sem ever. whus with me? my fridays are not off anymore cos of the weekly group meetings we're gonna have for this sem. plus, the project we're doing is kinda hard and is not as interesting as the nanofluid project i wanted to do!=(

oh this sucks big time!


p/s-it has to be complicated for it to be fun,right?