leg it.

dear world,

-guess what matlab really sucks.
i flunked it.badly.oh fyi matlab,i worked my ass off the whole weekend.

-well after all matlab really does suck,so y bother right.

-anyway,friend,u pissed me off,u knw that?!
seriusly,nw?wrong timing weii.

-cut myself. what was i thinking!

all in all,today isnt exactly the best day of my life.

disturbed again

when the fear of abandonment sabotages my feelings, im screwed.

its complicated.

gaga ulalaaaa

eid's here!! i like this kind of event. when the food is a must and get together session is of cos a necessity, i feel v v v blissed!! plis let me have eid 8 times a year. twice a yr is definitely not enough. even so, happy eid to all muslims esp to my mum and dad n ma famille!!=)

last night we takbir together n cooked from 8pm until 2am. thats kinda long. but it was fun! singing,going crazy,n eating while cooking spell the word f.u.n. haha but dont do this at home. trust me its unhealthy!

nevertheless the fud turns up superbly nice!! like seriously i dun expect the fud to be that nice. ha ha.

oh menu of the day:
nasi impit
kuah kacang
rendang ayam
BIHUN SUP! yoshh. my all time fav fud!
nasi briyani

i was supposed to go for the semayang raya but woke up at 10am.
smyg raya gone, subuh also gone. sigh.what a way to start my raya day!

i had a nightmare. its extremely scary.

ive got lab today. haih,OF ALL DAYS, y must on the raya day??!! but anyways, it went well.

we're gonna go for another takbir n makan2 session at one of the girls' hse.
my flatmates are all excited to wear bj kurung tonight. hahahaha.

duirng the break,between the labs, i went to steph's, cos she's got the electrical weight scale. n i think its accurate. so i usually go there once a month just to keep track with my weight.

so the analysis of my weight is as below:

weight in february 2009 = X
weight in august 2009= X-1
weight in october 2009= X-0.2
weight in november 2009= X-0.4

i gain weight despite of the reduction of my fud consumption. it doesnt make sense at all!

however,
aim of the weight in january 2010= X-3

anddd yeah its totally impossible!

p/s-currently addicted to bad romance.

happy bday A.N.S hehe

just had my legendary dinner. hahaha. its nasii.. wait for it.. goreng. yeah. lol.

was at uni from 9am till 4 ++

today was super tiring and tiring and tiring and endlessly tiring, did i say it was tiring tday? yes it was v v v tiring i feel like slapping,kicking and punching someone. any volunteer?

!pinch coursework-half way tru

!cadbury report-half way tru

!pro II report-almost done

3 days to the dateline. goshh.imma die out of busydome!

cant wait for this thurs

y?cos its the dateline of those courseworks anddddd im gonna watch new moon with mana, eri, naddy and alip. haha. midnight movie yosh!! its been a v v v long tym i havent gone for a midnight mvie. ill take that as my distress session. =)

oh3!! calling for ainul najwa saz! happy bday my dearest fren!! i miss you yawww! take care okaaayyy! =)=)=)

i loathe pro/II

dear all,

pro/II sucks!

-u know the busy phase where uve got lotssssss of works to do yet little time? yes thats where i am right now. at this point i really cant wait for the winter break!ive got plans already!=)

-me n paqin, we've got this deal noone knows. she's nearing the finishing point n im nowhere but at the starting point! damn, that nasi ayam is indeed 'delicious' haha. craplah.

-1 hour away from going to class. mayn, the degree of my desire to go to classes has been dropping abruptly due to the augmenting coldness the weather gets lately!

-watched gossip girl this week's episode. omg! threesome is soo WRONG!! they are nuts!

-wacthed oth this week's epi. i miss p. swayer! i know b.davis does too =(

-oh3. robin sherbatsky n lily are pregnant in himym s4! i mean real life pregnant! haha they really cudnt hide it. its obvious!

- lol.i really dont seem to be doing the works,do i?

russian roulette

ive been ditching the blog for so long already.cannot tahan already. hehe.
well,typical excuse,i was busy,i was running out of time,din get the time to blog blah3.
the thing is,i havnt much to tell the world (yeah right). seriously,my life isnt as interesting as ive always expected it to be. bummer right! wanna swap,anyone? haha

alot of things goin on this past few weeks, so bare with me!

early october, i went to Newcastle for 4 days to see paqin. she's been doing great over there, at one point i felt like applying the exchange student thing and get transferred to newcaslte. how awesome is that?!! but unfortunately i knew i wudnt be able to do that. dream on babehh. sigh.

a few weeks after that, galak came here for like 5 days. she was in the middle of something n id say,she needed to be away from her normal life. hehe. so the best resolution was me. =) she bought i pod touch (jeles!!) and a better version speaker (jeles!!). haha.

end of october, i went to notts for the malaysian's game. it was great, really. despite of losing, hehe (as expected) but not bad what for a beginner, we won 2 games out of 6 ok. haha. im in denial. well,at least i had fun. it was, how do i say this, refreshing, yes, refreshing to see a lot of malaysians scattering evrywhere. and they said theyve got lots of mlysian food at the booth like nasi ayam,nasi lemak,SATAY,cendol,rojak,nasi kerabu etc, which i only got to eat nasi tomato, cos we finished our games pretty late that day. very depressing and disappointg ok!=( oh i din mention about me playing netbal,did i? well, i played netball for this yr's notts games,after 3 years of not playing, it was awesome i tell yah!!! but what happend the next day was, i had muscle pain on my entire body,i cudnt even move, haha, exaggerate! the move part yes i did exaggerate on that, but the former part is true ok.

all in all,i felt pretty much like in malaysia that day. not cos of the fud since i din get to eat evrytg but the environment. huhu.

yesterday, i received a letter from a friend of mine!!!=) =) i was so hyped up that i fell off the chair again. ehhe, i miss you lahhh!=) a reply letter from me is on the way!=)

once, i had this thought that suprise me myself, i was thinking of not going back during this summer, i know right!! i was soo out of my mind. heh. but my mum clearly doesnt agree with this,hence, not going back this summer is definitely not a wise decision. another thing that suprised me is the fact that im not homesick at all right now. i guess i do grow up huh? haha. im tougher now. yosh!=S

currently, ive got two courseworks on hold. haha, by right,i shudve started doing the works but knwing the procrastinating me,i havent and the due date is like 2 weeks away from now. gosh, what am i doing?really. oh wait, i know what ive been doing, its watching gg,oth,himym,desper8 hsewives,greek,n.k and the list goes on. sigh

time's flying unbelievably fast this time, its already week 7, n ive got another 5 weeks to complete the fers sem of my 2nd yr. n then, wnter break!! i havnt got any plans yet for the break but one thing for sure, m not gonna stay in birm! huhu

anyhu,my current things to buy list--> ipod touch! hehe. im gonna gv my ipod nano to along. ishkk, m gonna miss you nano! =( behave ok when ure with along. haha. i sound mentally disturbed, dont i? lol. oh yes i want the fluffy boots i tried that day. itll be for my winter boots. m pretty excited for this for god knows y. hehe.

so,this pretty much summarises what happend during my hiatus. wtyl! au revoir!=)

p/s-russian roulette by rihanna is awesome=)

private getaway

hello there, havent wrote in here for quite some time. m still in the jetlag period where your sleeping pattern has gone completely haywired, oh yes thats what happen to me right now, in fact i have that additional making-my-life-bored-factor which is missing the loved ones and the fuds of course. i still remember n wil always remember that the last food i ate before i took off is bihun sup. damn sedap wei! the best bihun sup ive ever tasted after my mum's (kena amek hati ni). and i cant believe i only went to two open hses for this year's raya which is sooo unfair.

my first day of school or id rather say first day of uni gave me a bad impression of the 2nd yr. haha. i went to the wrong venue n reached the lecture hall 20 minutes late, decided not to go in n went off bcus i was a chicken. tho most of my classmates saw me thru the big damn glasses! what a way to start the year.

wel godbye 1st year and welcome to my life 2nd year! im pretty un-excited at this point! ive never been this un-excited. well gud thing is, this yr's timetable is much less pack than last year's time table. most of my fridays are off except the week where we have labs. and based on my sources, we're only gonna have labs twice the whole year. thats awesome=)

the room ive got this year is pretty much the same as last year's except its prettier and tidier. haha. ive watched one tree hill up to the 3rd epi of the latest season. mayn, i miss their high school dramas. they were alot more fun than now. anyway,heard that peyton and lucas are not gonna be in this season, i dont know wether its true or not, but if it is, bummer, i want them in tree hill!=(

au revoir~~